Actor of All Sorts

I thought I would shatter,

Once hell’s skies shatter.

And ironic how I would induce it otherwise.

Grey skies, raindrops patter,

But watch out for the latter.

Feeling oddly alive, the betrayal now slowly dies.

Hours of scars and screams,

Sleepless dream like streams,

They have ended, I watch as guilt finally takes rest.

Cascading through valley of past,

Pushing through dark blinding light.

Rainbow beams shine through imperfections, earnest.

They fear butterfly for a hornet

Their whispers in my ears, down my aisle

Can’t believe, enemies turn more loyal than close ones

Kept far from love and care, for it seems that I fret

My words uttered to them poison so vile

Yet honey sweet are their smiles, games and puns.

When it starts to pour,

She gets her salvation.

Usually wept with those stone hearts, heavy clouds

Now demons inside roar

But outside all is calm, patience

Well, easy, she’s know as an actor of all sorts.

Thanking all those “friends”

Whose thoughts taught lessons

And pain induced strength, and hope

But trust, secure smiles?……nope.